Do I blame Allah to have created me with a soft heart as such? or do I blame myself that I haven’t trained my self, my nafs, enough that it bears the arrows shot at it. I’d still be soft and patient, for Allah sees patience as gracious (70:5)
Nay, its me, zalamtu nafsi.. For Allah is beyond beauty and magnificent.
la ilaha illah ant, subhanaka inni kunto minaz zalimeen